Genesis

So this will double as my journal, but I hope the contents will either be of benefit to some and make the rest so pissed they will do something about it or embed in their psyche and foster until it grows and causes them to become something more.

I don't mean to sound pretentious, but maybe i do, i dont know i just want what comes to this page to be pure me.

Now the thing that has been on my mind the most lately is the Beat Poetry Night the USU hosted last Friday.  I was moved and enjoyed it so much that I drove In-Q to the airport the next day.  Well I was going to anyways (well go with Marie) but im trying to say that I loved it.  Others thought did not like it as much as I did.  About half of the audience got up and left because they were offended by In-Q's language.  He did use the F*** word multiple times and I imagine that this the spark that caused the "exodus" as MACKENZI VAN ENGELENHOVEN said in the article IN-Q uses the Art of the Spoken Word.  When I saw a few people leave I was sad for them and thought that they were being brave in leaving, but were ultimately missing out on the greater message.  I guess what I am beat up about is that I didn't even think to get up and go.  In fact I learned lessons about myself and about the world that is typically reserved for church.

Dave has been great.  Every Monday we have whats called Music and Mate at my house and he kept inviting people and it was getting super crowded at my house (around 50+).  I told him he needed to start helping us clean up and now everyweek he has.

Music and Mate (formerly known as Mate Monday) has really been a hit.  I have met tons of people and wonder why we started it.  I wonder if its because I wanted to meet girls.  I don't think so because I was having a fine time meeting and dating girls previous to Mate Monday.  But in result of Mate Monday I did get two girl friends.  One in particular ended (in my opinion) poorly.  She was super in love with me and it was great.  I however wasn't so into her (as in I liked her but not nearly as much as she liked me) and didn't see myself wanting to date her so I dumped her.  That was an experience.  She cried and I didn't know what to say, just froze up.

So she started to date one of my buddies and I decided to go on spring break with him while not realizing that they were dating.  THe part of spring break that we were with her was probably my favorite because i have never been in a situation where someone was so appaled by me being in the same room as them.

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Harrison Davis